UnBeautiful Life. Full Song. text version. Audio coming soon

[Genocide]

Would sell his soul if he could change the past
And a few of these mistakes made over a taste of ass
Face the facts, its one of those funnier days he's had
Raised his glass, drank until the pain was trashed
A brainiac, who stays stuck in his head for days
His time bombs tickin over these beds he's made
A bitchs feminine ways creates his fetish for hate
If he'd of let'er be he'd be a lot better today
brought a baby in the world and ain't know for a year
The paternity test results what he totally fears
Choked on his tears, mixed in with so many beers
Over a daughter in his life he ain't know would appear
Coke on the mirror, tryina make his thoughts escape
Talks insane, afraid his fucking life's been tossed away
Another baby gil's on his plate, what she cost to raise
she told him..

i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize

But the kid ain't mean to ruin his night
All she came here to do is live her own beautiful life
She grew up despite the hate and despair
And laughs when people say her life isn't as crazy as thiers
At a young age wanted to run from the storm
And away from her parents who fought just because she was born
Looked at the pouring rain, afraid, tired of being a burden
Feeling the pain, how much could fucking be in one person!?
Her demons were perfect, the curses, and the blood in her veins
Her fathers addictions, and mothers would uncover her fate
The steps she would take to avoid the feelings she fought
The feelings of fault, that caused her world to really dissolve
building a vault, concealiing the thoughts she wouldn't share
Cause it was easier to hide, then to find people who cared
Scared, seemed like people were scarce, and nature would hit
Like a brick, she gets high, calls it the only way to exist
she's like..

i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize

Met the world at the peek of her highs, she cried
Cause a drug abusive life's one of the weakest designs
Peoples decline, the hypodermic needles, the crime
The creature inside, that let'er know'er dreams weren't alive
but she's just a product of whats broken at heart
so many scars, from battles she fought cause her folks were apart
nobodies fault but her own -right? nah, fuck that!!!
who's fault was it when she wanted to know where the loves at
s'why she found out quick where the dopes and the drugs at
learned the ropes as a rugrat cause her dad openly does that
a young waste of youth, s'what it is when you face the truth
turn the volume down, so loud she couldn't face the music
headaches, excuses, to catch cases, using, basing, boozing
brace for the news when she od's off her favorite amusement
this is just a taste of the future, can't let it advance
but she's young and loves the drugs, instead of her parents
singing..

i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize



holla
-Adolf Spitler.

[Know-It-All]

Ok first off I like the story that you were telling in this flow. I hate to say this your multis are pretty killer as well my only complaint is the flow is choppy in a few places it might throw you off when you go to record but alas I don't hear the beat so I don't know. I hope you post the audio in our wonderful audio section so I maybe able to hear it but besides that I like this.

[Genocide]

right on bro. appreciate it. to get an idea of what I'm flowing it to.
listen to cage -you were the shit (in high school)
thats the instro I'm trying to find without cages verses. gonna be a smooth audio if i can find it

thanks for the feed bro

[Spartacus]

I don't have anything negative to say.

I read it out loud and with a beat. Its good. Real good. I'm looking forward to tracking your progress and seeing you drop audio.

Awesome, bro.

[Nahlidge]

@Genocide.

You needa get 2 links of feedback that you left on other drops for this to stay open.

[Genocide]

really? i dropped feedback. you guys are link nazis here? with

i mod at ncs. i know how it works bro

[Zen the Dude]

Who's this motherfucker @genocide ? Haha what's up fam? Dope shit as always. The flows perfect to me and would sound dope to a beat. I've been thinking more in writing purely for recording as of late as well and usually in writing something that's intended purely for recording and is meant to be spit to a beat would mean that the writing would be dull when read as the reader can't hear the rappers delivery/cadences, but even with that this was a very enjoyable read. We needa collab again soon holmes.

[Slim Faizy]

Cool... I like the first vers better than the rest... Waiting for the audio