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hey guys this is my second track ever, please compare it to my last =) thank you
lyrics
yes i spend alot of time questioning my life
an i guess that my death will be a blessing in disguse
im not a people person theres alot of things i hate
i hate feeling worthless its real and i cant escape
to be honest i never wanted to be different
now these scars on my arms is what i got to live with
my memorys are false an your just a ghost
no hope, and i know it was all my fault
i wont show no emotion just a canvosed blank expression
how can I be myself, when im still dealing with depression
way back then i wrote tracks to show how im feeling
a whole scrapbook of lyrics, trapped in an image
photographs just show the laughs dont show the tears
im torn and broken you stamped on my spirt
an i still remember your slight smile when i cried
cuz that was the day that you walked out of my life
i hate me, i know iv never been a perfect guy
fatal thoughts im facing, contemplating suicide
who am i, because i dont feel like myself
sick of trying so i decided to be someone else
in need of help, my mind is so torn
im so lost in myself i cant fight my own war
my souls in a storm my bodys still rotting
an my best memories are best left forgotten
its a problem when loss is all you've ever known
even when im with someone i will forever be alone
on my own i know i cant control the pain an rage
even black an white blurs into a shade of grey
i need to change an grow but i dont know how
im lost an got tossed to the abyss an thrown around
i cant hold my ground my grip just keeps slipping
its my prison heres my life the one im not living