A gift I shall never give her
In a moment, all is dark.
Lying together, rippling clouds surround us
On a bed - A safehouse.
Virginity lost to a less liked lover,
Enchanting beauty - I wish to lose it again.
However,
Everything lost in this field
Remains lost.
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Helpless to resist,
Overpowering lust prevails.
Weak willed - I need her.
Calling my name with soft moans.
A pounding heart felt by lips,
Nestled passionately in her chest
Intimate, beautiful - Just Me and Her.
Soft touch - Pure, virgin skin
Held by unclean hands.
Over and over, gentle thrusts
Wonderous naivity contrasted by experience
Hatred. Hatred of experience.
Everything. I've felt it before
Rat-like filth.
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Impossible sensation shared.
Golden moments - rusted by my past.
Aching sorrow, my love is useless.
Virginity - Her gift to me. I gave nothing.
Explicitly ridden with regret.
My gift for her is spent
Yawning, uncaring - she falls alseep
Generosity - I was generous once,
It was the wrong person.
Faceless memories of that girl,
Taboo. She was not the one.
Always, I'll be thankful for this girls gift
Wholesome. A true sign of love
Always, I'll regret giving my gift to someone else
Yes. I gave it too early.
Virginity is a gift.
Keep hold of it.
Only one person deserves to take it from you
Nobody else matters.