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…Abuse is everywhere…
Have you ever been afraid of what the next day may bring you
Or became immune to pain because of every way he stings you
As if the hatred came injecting rage until it tingled
And displayed a vague illusion in the music that you sing to
I'm a single azian male .. victim to hapiness failed
It felt like I was straight jacketed in the back of a cell
I had a daddy from hell, he was always mad and he yelled
I have many tattles to tell, and they're all an accurate tale
Most kids fathomed the bell, while I had a new intention
Forming plots to score a spot inside of after school detention
But that was soon submissioned when my dad persued permission
To have me doing dishes every afternoon in kitchens
I had a new position by my daddy's jurisdiction
He said he did this for the best, but the good attributes were missing
The facts, the proof, decisions they just overlapped in tension
Should I be mad, or glad, ill tempered, happy, sad, or interventioned
That was too submisive, cause when it comes to loving my pops
It's hard to do considering the fact that I suffered alot
See standing in front of the pots or the hot oven with smocks
It re-adjusted alot of feeling and jumbled my thoughts
Our rumbles were not physical but mental enough to hurt
His voice alone was enough to make me just tremble into the dirt
The strictest person on earth when he lost his temper and cursed
I was only little his words made tears drip on my shirt
But it wasn't til one night I asked him to get me from work
And I waited for him an hour and thirty minutes .. disturbed
I went into work and called, no answer, I pictured the worst
Drove home in a cab to find him drunk with a chick in the dirt
I kicked him and blurted, I hate you, he laughed and he grinnned
And since then it's been hard for me to see my dad as a friend
And that was the end of any respect that I had for him
He laughed again and said, "calm down .. stop having a fit"
I ran from the crib to my uncles who lived within walking distance
Asked if I could stay, cause who gives a shit about consequences
When your own father forgets, I mean isn't it common sense when
Your son without a liscence bitches about pops assistance
Honor systems were stomped to bits I wanna take him to court
He's not fit to be a dad, uncle carl can you make a report?
Carl looked at me as if shocked but he gave his support
To get custody but now a twist was now awaiting to sort
See the trial was made in accordance to fathers day and implored
A devestating rapport on how situations were formed
Some names were in store to make a bizzare change and of course
I was confused a little when my fathers dispaly was deformed
The case was too short, I looked at my dad and I told him I loved him
And found out I had a brother I thought was only my cousin
I said happy fathers day, then my arms opened I hugged him
And turned to my uncle and said I hate you for coldness and cussing
The moments discussion surrounded the judges final decision
From the nights in detension to burning myself in the kitchen
My kindness was giving, I calmly said goodbye to the vengence
When carl my REAL father got custody and the trial was then finished...
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