I Can't Believe it (Deep shit, RIP Denise)
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Sit down and write - fgee
My feelings - HeXen
damn this shit fucked me up
32 bars for you Denise!
(hook)
I can never believe what my eyes can see
wit you gone, theres no sunny skies 4 me
n witout you here, my world feels colder
I'll keep you in my mind as I grow older
your death...I can't leave it alone
n I cannot believe that you're gone
(verse 1)
So many deceased people, most die young
n I could die day today cuz I'm so dumb
I nearly got hit by four cars in one day
if that day, there wouldn't be a Young J
what will you do without my physical presence?
ya'll would probably weep as much as peasants
I can't believe it...
Hispanic babygurl, who was five three, five four
n education was what she wasn't tryna strive for
smokin n' drinkin, day n' night every single time
for 16 years she was livin the lifestyle of crime
in 7th grade, me and Denise broke all of the rules
me n her would stay planning things dat were cruel
we would stay harming the enviroment of teaching
in science class you'd make unpleasant screehing
and I would bother the geeks who were getting A's
they say the past is behind, cant relive that day
Denise!, remember? we barely even knew each other
we teamed up tha outcome sum ass bad muthafuckers
After 7th grade, evil shit, we I stopped plannin
n as I changed mentally, I started understanding
the reason of school, we parted, I was expanding
my popularity in high school and I saw your signs
you decided to sit in tha back, I left you behind
I would shine, you were getting ready to shutdown
tha lady I used to see wit evil grins would frown
now, you turned lazy, and everyone could see that
as quite as a mouse, sleepin everyday in tha back
you then dropped out, I neva heard from you again
year lata, its 3/29/04 I'm not feelin tha madness
because as I returned, I saw the faces of sadness
and somehow, I knew that something had gone wrong
Denise in a fatal car crash?, Denise is long gone
died 2 hours later, her life smashed, I didn't cry
n your last sentence to me was "eh, do I look high"
but that was a year ago...a year ago, a year ago(echoing)
save me a spot in heaven, my comin won't be slow
(hook x4)
(outro)-overlappin
damn your death fucked me up
if it wasn't for you I wouldnt be no class clown
no trouble maker, I knew who you were
but we weren't friends, save me a spot up there!
a spot for trouble makers...my story...
Denise was crazy but everybody told me that she changed a lot
She stopped smokin & drinkin and she had a job
She left her house without her parents knowing
so she could chill wit her boyfriend
they were sooo close to coming back home til
they crashed into a car cuz they were speeding
Denise flew out of the windshield and broke her neck
her boyfriend died on da scene, she died 2 hours later
I wrote this while I lighting a candle for 2 hours
Rest In Peace Denise Somarriba(1986-2004)
